Dear Universe ....

Hi Universe, I really need a few things to help me along this path ....And would be so grateful if you could arrange the following.

1)  An Amazing New Job which will allow me to be creative :)
2)  With a Great Pay Package & lots of holiday.
3)  To find the most the perfect wedding venue
4)  To buy my dream house with an huge garden
5)  To have enough money that we can enjoy our life and feel comfortable
6)  To travel to beautiful destinations around the world
7)  For all my family to be happy and healthy
8)  To get a dog
9)  To get new teeth (this has been on the list for ages)
10) To pass my driving test
11) To have lots of great, positive people in my life
12) For my cat Zebedee to live a really long life :)
13) To be happy and content with everything I have and I am truly grateful for everything I already have.
14) To be loved and be in love

with thanks and love

k x

So Yesterday I was feeling sorry for myself - Today is better things I had achieved today.

1) Gave up smoking yep ditched the fags ( I think this was alot to do with yesterdays mood!)
2) Made some fairy cakes
3) 2nd entry to my blog

I'm a generally a happy-go-lucky person so please don't get the wrong idea - yep it probably was not the best time to start a blog but hey ho I am one of these people that Will tell the truth in how I'm feeling, in fact you can always tell how I'm feeling, I am one of theses people that wear there heart on there sleeve. If your down I get down. If I'm around happy, positive people then I bounce off them simple as that.

I miss them people in my life. I have met some amazing people who have come along for a short while only to leave, but each time they have given me something. I really belive that they came into my life for a reason. To show me something about myself, my needs  -   I could really do with meeting someone like that now.  

Everything at the moment seems so Static.









 

What a wasted day - I have done nothing today except scan the Internet and eat chocolate.

I seem to be having allot of theses kinda days. I really need to get myself out of this slump. The Snow is almost gone now, but it is still very cold. I hate being cold. Roll on summer I say.
Clear blue sky, sunshine..ice cream. I forget how effected I can be by the weather in the UK its so random. I'm such a summer kid at heart.

So I have started this blog today in need of to achieved something today .... after all this blog could really set me on the path I'm meant to be on. One day I will read back this page and think wow this was not a wasted day at all but the start of something exciting, something new, fresh ...an adventure to where I really am supposed to be ......cos at 19.29 on 11/02/2012 I have no idea where or what I am doing. So I'm hoping, wishing that this blog will be my guide in helping get there.

Welcome to my Grapefruit Days.